Apologizing for My Troubles

[Inebriated Gamer]

This would go in the "Addictions" thread, except it has a double meaning. I have found another addiction I have trouble, not only curbing, but have the added problem of dragging others into it.

I am addicted to contests, any contest. If I can pit myself to a challenge, a game, a puzzle. I wish to dominate it. It's not just to the best of my abilities, it's to the best I can understand, this is usually done with watching stats, considering angles, and sometimes trying to bring others to my point of view.

Unfortunately this understanding of tournaments (We'll dub this The Munchkin Theorem") has the backlash of being to controlling, and bothering people whom are less intense about the issues. I know I can be annoying, oh and can I ever, but it's because I find losing as distasteful.

Being the best isn't always going to happen, but I try anyways..

Asides the point though, what I'm getting at is that there's this person whom I need to apologize to. I know I bicker to much, and it's not that I'm trying to be mean, it's simply my nature.

Far to many years of having to be the best at everything (being an artist, or a lover, or the best at whatever job I have at the time) to get by gives a man a serious chip to carry.

So to this person, I apologize, I know a game when I see one, an I'll try to be better about this in the future..

[Forci S.]

That is very admirable of you. A bit odd (if it's just one person, a PM would naturally serve as a much faster solution), but still admirable.

[Inebriated Gamer]

zforcestriker said:

That is very admirable of you. A bit odd (if it's just one person, a PM would naturally serve as a much faster solution), but still admirable.

It's still an addiction, and kinda went with another thread, it also was something I felt should cover a few problems, not just a single one. I found where it is exactly where I think it should be.